My own first aid kit

Hello, fellow bloggers. This is my very first blog, I'm suppose to be working right now but I some how figured out a way to finally post something up. This is a poem I wrote for a crush I once had; The crush lasted longer than I expected and the feelings eventually slowly faded away. That was my only option after realizing it was all wishful thinking and I was the only one with feelings involved. So I decided to name this "My own first aid kit" because it was sort of me just coming to my senses and realizing what was always there and I was just too blind to see. After being able to see the truth my feelings eventually healed. So here it is: read. comment. enjoy.



Why do you keep on running, I'm trying to make ends meet?
If misery comes crawling, I'd kill it with my feet.
Why do I keep on chasing what won't ever be mine?
Why do you keep on racing, You've passed the finish line?
I have not, the slightest idea of what I got myself into;
I knocked on loves door but love didn't answer
I send love a letter, hoping it'll get better
It hurts to know love hid from me, All the things it kept from me
I thought you would stay, but you never came
You circled the territory but never stepped in
You were all talk and didn't do a thing
What was the point, The reason behind this?
It was all for nothing, a complete waste of time
The words exchanged all said in vain, The reason why I feel this pain
But I fell, hit the ground, learned to cry without a sound
I came to my senses got back on my feet and built brand new fences
Now I watch who comes in, and out of my heart
I hold my world together, cause' it once fell apart.