Cut right to the chase

This train called life has kind of de-railed
I have no idea as to where it's located or where it's headed
I can't even remember where I last stopped
I'm looking out the window, trying to recognize these naked trees
but the wind is just blowing in the wrong directon, blurring my vision
I'm lost for words as if that's ever happened
I don't even know if I'm the driver anymore
because when I woke up this morning I was in the passengers seat
God please show me a map of my route
atleast let me know what's my destination
because the last thing I want to lose is hope
I'm on the verge of desperation
I'm asking why? Like I'm 5 again
So many questions left unanswered
I'm growing impatient, I've lost sense of my priorities
I'm lost, don't question me
I'm lost, it ain't hard to see
I'm lost, come find me
I'm lost, give me time
I'll find me, someday, you wait.

Talk about time flying....

Its been almost a year since I've updated anything on here and I must admit I truly missed this. I promise to dust this blog spot off and make room for many new stories to tell, as my life continues to unfold before me. 2009 was a heck of a year for me; I've met the most amazing people <3, experienced the most amazing experiences and lived the most amazing days of my life. I cant wait to see what this year has in store for me. This first month of January has been a roller coaster ride but I've got my seat belt on tight and I lift my hands up at certain points only to show that I'm still thrilled by it all. Even if I'm feeling kind of sick of the ride, I lift my head high and close my eyes, and out goes the fear that lays inside. It's the best moments that I replay dearly, they make me smile and give me strength to go on for the extra miles. If there's one thing I've learned in this month of January it would be that you make your own happiness. Laugh with those who are laughing, sing along to the music that plays the loudest, dance when nobody's dancing, talk when nobody is talking and Love like you've never been hurt.

That's all for now- Yours truly, Franchesca.